Struggle

Dedicated to a friend to help him see why I dont feel guilty

Ever felt an emotion that keeps the heart still with the fulness of peace. Why does the burden of responsibility or commitment come in the way of happiness? There is a constant strife between what ought to be and what one is creating. The world demands a lot from you and you constantly struggle to provide it. Either you challenge the system or you stiffle yourself by alligning yourself with the 'what ought to be?'. Like most of us, I come in the latter category. You just stop caring about what you desire because it wont be accepted by anyone. Somewhere down the line, in the shadows of pretenses, you forget who you are. You think you ought to feel guilt in case you give in to your desires once in a while. But I dont. May be I have that much confidence to accept who I am. Once I give in to what I want, I have never felt remorse. And this blog is a step forward to let the world know who am I and accept me as I am.